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for·give·ness

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for·give·ness ˌfərˈɡivnəs/  noun:  the action or process of forgiving or being forgiven. When I was little I was always getting into mischief. Whether it was eating candy without permission or setting a fire in the middle of downtown with my cousin trying to keep dirty magazines away from other kids. Yeah, that's a true story. Anyway, I'd get my mother all upset and then I'd have to do all that was in my power to make it up to her. I'd cry, beg, and promise never to do it again. Sometimes it worked, other times, well we just got over it.  As a teenager I teetered between being too scared of doing something stupid, to getting caught shoplifting at the Campus Center at UMASS. That really sucked and it went on my school record! Don't do it kids, it's not worth it! Anyway... Again I had to cry, beg, write an apology essay, and plead to be forgiven. I was an extremely lucky girl because asking...

No better day than today!

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Its been way too long! One of my favorite things to do is write. Putting my thoughts into words has always been a stress reliever as well as therapy for me. When I was in high school and college I loved to write poetry! I don't think I was as good as I would have wanted to be but I enjoyed it and that's all that matters. Now a days I just enjoy spilling my thoughts on to my computer with a really good cup of coffee on one side and even better music playing in the background. Today is different, I do have my coffee but The Big Bang Theory is my background noise. Where to begin... Sadness, joy, sorrow, nervousness, melancholy... I've been a mess but as always, I keep it together. I guess there's no better time than the present to let those feelings flow. The past few weeks have been an emotional rollercoaster for me. I guess death stirs up shit for me and makes me go deep into my feels. March has been a shitty month for me for 6 years now, and this one has to be the wo...